NOT HEALTHY.

++ YEAH I'M NOT very healthy right now. and i know it. i'm not happy. and i know it. i need to relax. i'm not sure how. and i don't see it getting better anytime in the next couple of weeks. i think actually it may get worse. and i know it. and thats not good. and yet i'm not sure if its that i don't care or if thats just the way things are going to swing and i'm not going to have any control over it. people are not helping. and they don't know it. but i know it. i can't even be sad about it. if anything i'm more mad about it. and i know it. ++